About DLace
.. ... ....... @DirtyLaceDesign ... ...... -Founder of DirtyLace Designs, Artist and Designer- .... .......... .. Think of me as your bipolar friend. One day I'll show up in leather pants with a grungy oversized shirt and go on and on about modern design while taking a long island to the head. The next day I'll be sipping on wine in a feminine lace dress paired with brightly colored heels talking about the shortage of trees and beautiful art. And somewhere in between all that is a lot of sarcasm. This blog embodies my DirtyLace personality. Filled with personal thoughts, ideas, and inspirations that are drawn from fashion, art and design. Visit www.DIRTYLACEDESIGNS.com for all my designs and apparel pieces. .:: Enjoy ::.
FEAR vs RELIEF
As much as I really would love to get upgraded to a permanent position at this health insurance company I currently work at as a temp, I feel as if I don’t get the offer I’ll panic and maybe even cr,y but I may let out a big sigh of relief as well. You see.. Health insurance company is not quite the career path I saw myself in. I’m trying to comfort myself and come up with some sort of correlation between art and design vs a health insurance company..and all I got so far is that freelance designers need health insurance companies. That’s about all the two vastly different career fields have in common. HOWEVER, I do need both to survive..I can’t quite make it without them both. So I thought of this ingenious idea of working for a health insurance company as my day time job while still freelancing on my off hours. Ingenious, until I realized I’m a temp and temps apparently are extremely dispensable. So needless to say my plan’s flawed if I don’t get this job as a permanent employee.. But who knows maybe if I don’t get it, I can let out that sigh of relief where I’ll feel forced to committ to just being a health insuranceless-starving artist. Which i believe is much more fullfilling than it sounds..but then again who the fuck am I to know that cause lord knows I like to shop and I want to financially help my family, and that entails actually having money now doesn’t it?
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